DaniDeezNuts

With a light heart I stepped out the car, filled with fake superiority - thinking I had won. But all I gained from this loveless battle were some pretty little metaphors. I tried to give nothing; but like my heart, my will is easy to break. I'm terrible at fighting temptation, I'm worse at fighting you; deciphering your actions. Well, fuck you, for making my head dizzy and complicated. I foolishly thought that things would be different now. I thought you had changed, and i halfheartedly wished that you had. It was everything I wanted, maybe because you're the only one willing to give it. So maybe I sealed my own fate. Perhaps

when im with you i feel used wanted, needed, then refused if you meant to break me then congratulations darling cause you always succeed in tearing me apart another love i'll never know another chance for tears to flow if you meant to hurt me then heres a toast to you, darling cause you always succeed in tearing me apart And i think of what you said the lies you put into my head if you meant to wound me then this letters for you, darling cause you always succeed in tearing me apart so lets applaud the man in blue whose noxious charms he cant undo darling, if you meant to defeat me then i'll thank you with my ope

my hands are shaking my speech is slurred my eyes are blurry and I blame you my heart is pounding my skin is clammy my head is splitting and I blame you my breaths are shallow my lips are blue my eyelids flutter and for a split second I blame myself

he reminded me of yellowed newspapers and forgotten lullabies there was something in him that was familiar but i couldn't pinpoint it; i couldn't find where the recognition lie he reminded me of summer fireworks and quiet fireflies there was something in him that was captivating but i couldn't pinpoint it; i couldn't find where the enchantment lie he reminded me of conquered kings and withered flowers there was something in him that was humble but i couldn't pinpoint it; i couldn't find where the modesty lie he reminded me of exhausted days and endless hours there was something in him that was infinite but i couldn't pinpoint it, i

play my heart strings with a rusty saw and wonder why i bleed hold me then but forget me now and wonder why i cry the sun glints off your hidden secrets and you wonder why im blind Indulge in me your fantasies and wonder why i dont run embrace me with misguided affections and wonder why im cold your silent contempt for me is so loud and you wonder why im deaf carelessly inform me of passionate past lovers and wonder why i cant speak in so many ways you test me and wonder why im still here